Sunday, January 31, 2010 // 2:24 AM
Truth that sours
A rather busy week for me,I can say.
Received the posting results from the MOE.
My mind was blank,don't really know
whether I'm happy or sad.
I was posted to a Media and Communication course..
My heart raced, and felt a little scared.
Worried that the range of finding a job in future,
is VERY limited. :(
Approached a senior in Tp,and hope that he'll light a path for me.
He said that it's not a bad course though.
Lol,somewhat,he convinced me:)
For a few hours,I'd felt relaxed,at least.
Then,the worries came huanting me again:(
I mean,what if,it's something that I don't really like,afterall??
Will I end up just like my neighbour,who is
working in Mediacorp??
Doing all the shitty jobs,and the working time is
not at all flexible. -,-"
Took quite a lot of time discussing with my family..
Then,I decided to appeal for the DPA online.
Hopefully,I could get into the course I want!!
Then again,to play safe,
I have to give myself,a second way.
Went to SIM to apply for their Diploma courses.
Fortunately,I met their requirements:)
It's pretty good,since it will ony take 15 months to
get a Diploma.
Unlike,the polys--->3 years.
Still,I have to wait for their letter,
to confirm whether my application is accepted.
Well,worrying can't solve these problems..
Right,went to check out YQ and ST on friday,
after leaving SIM.
LOL,ZI,SC and me walked rounds ,around the
taka department.
LOL,and it was ST's credit that made
us stop going rounds.
Chatted,ka jiao-ed,and waved goodbye,
with YQ's betrayed face.
HAHA:D
Tubed back to Tampines...
Bye to SC.
Leaving both,ZI and me alone.
Passed the books to Jerome..
and we laughed our asses off:)
ANW,I have no idea why ZE and I ended up
standing at T1'1 second floor,waiting for the arrival of Liang Wen Yin..
We both waited for like,35 mins before she arrived..
Looked at her for a few mins,
and I felt that...
she's just another ordinary person.
Nothing unusual about it. >,<
Okay,well,SHINee's in Singapore now.
LOL,I'm not fanatically crazy over them,yet.
Maybe,I just dislike squeezing with everyone...
As for now,I SMELL food!!!
LOL,dinner time^^
Bye!! Zooms==
Nothing beats home cooked food.
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Sunday, January 24, 2010 // 7:06 AM
Love
Read some blogs of others.(strangers,friends)
Found out that 65% of them are attached.
They own their love story.
Some sweet,others bitter.
Many are friends, before getting together as lovers.
Always taking down, and counting the days they had together.
1 month,2 months,100 days,......countless anniversaries.
So what if they remembered?
All these...are unnecessary.
It may seems sweet.
We admire their love,crave for a one-and-for-all lover.
Yet,some love just end by some silly acts, hurtful words
or some lame excuses.
True love are for those who can last for a lifetime.
Countless anniversaries can never replace
a selfless love.
However,it's difficult to find a perfect lover.
'Cause of all the high expectations we see in our partner,
both parties,eventually gets suffocated.
Some are really stubborn in their own perspective.
They never know, that it only takes a little
effort, to see things from a different
angle.
I'm pretty sure, that everyone knows,
that it takes two hands to clap.
You learn to give and take.
Both giver and taker, should not
play the same role throughout.
Giver,will eventually felt
that they're being treated unfairly.
'Cause,it's them who pampered their lover too much..
Making the taker,to take things for granted.
As time passes,the giver may not be
able to give the taker,what he/she wants.
That's the time where the taker's heart,
seems to wander around.
Which is a very crucial period, for the both of them.
It just only take another third party,
to take the lead,saying sweet stuffs to the taker.
Only then,the taker felt that he/she had
finally found what he/she wants.
Well,who knows,whether this taker will lose out
in the end......
Anyway,I'm not an anti-relationship person:)
Just waiting for the right "one."
Not putting high hopes/expectations for him.
It's the feelings that counts.
Sometimes,too much expectations,
may give us false hopes.
Anyway,just wanna be with my love ones first <3
It's too good to be true
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Friday, January 22, 2010 // 6:40 PM
Feels good.
No photos to make up a picture,so let the words do it:)
Well,what can I say for having such a long holiday?
It's just another old usual holiday that everyone had.
Just that,I'm having it a little longer.
Nothing unusual about this.
Except,for the fact that I went to Taiwan :D
After landing in Singapore,
I'd still have the Taiwan-mood in me.
Looking at my watch, which shows 6.28pm.
Wondering why the sky is still so blue,
where it'll be dark over there in Taiwan,
which is almost like our sky at 9.28pm.
Weird that they share our GMT.
Though our time may be the same,
but our skies are different,with 3 hours ahead.
NO mountains,no mist or long hour journeys.
Now,I'm left with all the tall-looking blocks,dying greens,
with a whole loads of robotic people.
Doing nothing,but work.
Stayed up at home for the past few days.
Some might think that I'm having a tied up life.-->friends
While others admired me,for having so much free time.->adults
Definitely,it can be both good or bad for me.
Depending on how I spend my time.
Staying in front of my lappy,makes me dizzy enough.
That shows that I'm not a computer addict,okay?
You may see that I'm online,
but I'm just using my lappy as a radio.
CNY in a month's time.
Spring cleaning is definitely a MUST for homely-people,
like me:)
Room's cleaned,and I felt all so refreshed.
Air seemed clear and pure to me.
Breathing in such air,makes me felt belonged and happy:)
Take some time off , do some spring cleaning!
Go,experience the most surreal feeling of life!
You will see that almost a day is over,
after a day's sweat.
Received a call from Godma saying
that she'd rang up Violet to get some job "lobang" for me.
Just wish that she'll give me a piece of good news,next week.:)
Heard that it's some HP company??
LOL,didn't ask for the exact name.
Well,just wait and see^^
(it's good to have a large network)
The good thing is,I don't have to apply it
through an agency!!
YEAH! Which means that I'll get the FULL
exact salary!! HUHU!:D
Haixx...
Gave a miss to an outing with my friends.
They went to the zoo and I guess,it must be real fun!!
Really regretted about it.
Blame me for not getting a job----BANKRUPT!
2009 was really a good year for me..
To know them..
Learned that friends are hard to get by,
but easy to slip off.
First time, having a group of friends
celebrating my B'day in class^^
Just like a big family.
I thought such celebration will not
take place for me.
But..tt,they make it possible <3
For the previous few years,
I'd always stick around with a friend
or two.
Never knew that a group of friends
can bring so much joy.
I'm not saying that sticking with a friend
is being disadvantaged.
It's just that,I didn't
know that having so many friends
can treat one another fairly.
It always touches my heart,
whenever someone's Birthday is coming.
Just by looking at all of them,
thinking what kind of Birthday surprise to give.
What presents to get? Need some sabotage??
Everyone forking out their money,
to be a part of the celebration.
Although,almost every month
we will have a person's Birthday,
no one ever disagree to a celebration.
The laughters,the jokes and problems
we'd get everyday.
All these,made all of us stronger.
Though some may have cried.
I'm sure that these tears are not wasted.
Crying ,shows that you really cared
for your friends.
A helping hand,a good pair of listening ears, or a shoulder to lean.
Whenever we faced difficulties or problems,
that were hard to confront.
They never once failed,
to be there when needed.:)
Really thank them for
giving me such a surprising and thrilling year.
Appreciate the love they gave.
I know,that we'll still continue to share our love.
Sometimes,friends are better then
lovers<3
Undying concern and care.
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Thursday, January 14, 2010 // 6:35 PM
Anyone up for a Lap Dance?
Went along with my girls to get our hair done.
It took us almost half a day, for
all four to be done :D
It was really dirt cheap for a hair package,
including cut,dye and treatment.
++ I did two tone:))
&& Guess what?
ONLY 40 bucks!!
Yes! A hundred times better
then that money eater,MONSOON xP
Well,the hairdresser
told me to keep my hair && fringe.
Probably she has an image in mind,
with me,having long hair and fringe.:)
&& she suggested me to perm in the future^^
Nice tho,since I have a broad-looking face:D
Alright,just bought some New year's clothing today.
LOL! It was really quick to get one:)
Satified,happy, and I can't wait to "catwalk at home!"
I'm really getting tight on hand nowadays...
butt..t,I still want to join my ladies! <3
Don't wanna reject them either.
Okaysss,gotta get back to be a good daughter now U.~
P/S: YAY! I didn't let Mr Tan down,& Godma's money didn't
went down to the drain!!
An A for English!! Cheerios~
Never ever say,impossible..'cause it's up to us,to make it possible.
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Monday, January 11, 2010 // 2:53 AM
The sky is high with our laughters underneath it.Friday,08/01/2010
She's our happy fruit(kai xin guo)
Blue sky,blue sea
3 in diff distance
will this moment last?
I'm just happy with my life now
Qin's enjoying the scene
Park of the Green:)
How much longer can nature take human's ever-advancing technologies?
Trees are always there shading us..
Take my worries away with the wind~
A remote shore
:'(
Qin and Ting saying their wishes U,~
:)
Smile,my friends!
Hot day with icy cool swirls in me^^
Cold stick for Ting^0^
Rainbow stick for Qin,
just like she,being our rainbow^^
Their usual FUN :DD
HUHU!
Si Ting:)
All of us shares the same sky.
Happy 3 Friends...<3>
'O's Good result..our wish
The peace maker!!!
The wind,the waves,the laughters and the smiles on our face.
The moment we shared the same happiness:)
Waves left us with a backwash
Oops!! O,O
Mickey's lover
WHOOTSSS!
Enjoy the peace,while the kids started schooling~
HAI!
ARGH!
YEAP!
SO lil space>,<
PICNIC!!
START!
Qin's Prata roll with Ting's sausage sandwiches!
GAGAGA!! Hungry***
SO filing^^
Look at my cold sandwiches!!! Tempting right?!
Silly faces on the way to east coast:)
HEH
So far,this is my first time having picnic with my friends.I got all over excited,and I looked forward for that day to come.
'Cause I was all over the moon,I'd decided
to buy the ingredients.
Images of us sitting down,chatting, while eating
all our home-made foods really kept me
impatient.
Laughed by looking how pathetic we were,
to use a thick table cloth as our picnic mat.
Well,it's better then nothing:)
Thanks to Ah Ting!
Before we get our hungry fangs on the foods..
food photo-taking first!!
HAHA:DD
Really enjoyed eating their home-made foods.
It's really my fortune to be able to
appreciate such a "heart warming" meal <3
Guess symptoms of the Earth's depleting
are surfacing..
there wasn't much wind/breeze when we're there.
It was so freaking hot!!
Went to get some drinks and ice-creams to
save ourselves from dehydrating.
Get our butts off and rented
the bicycles to feel the wind...
As we ride,we chatted,rested,took a leak,
enjoyed the scenery,complained about our hurtful butts,
laughed and,with some moments of silence.
Just to enjoy the "sound" of nature.
Which we don't really
experience it everyday..
P/S: More photos on Qin's blog!!
Cherish eveything, 'cause some are hard to get by.
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Sunday, January 3, 2010 // 10:26 PM
Ink on a new pageHello Peeps!
Guess it's prime time for me to blog again!
Away for a week,and it's now 2010.
Happy times really passed fast.
Learnt quite a lot, during this trip in Taiwan.
It was really a special and memorable week for me.
It was a group tour,yet
it is not organized by any travel agencies.
I shall say that it was organized by
people that we've known.
The only thing which made this trip unique and
different from the others,is that..
all foods are specially made vegetarian.
Yup,as I've mentioned.
I became a vegetarian for that particular week.
In Singapore,we don't really have much
variety of vegetarian foods to choose.
However,over there in Taiwan,
many are now becoming vegetarians
and some became a vegan!!
It will be best if more people are willing
to be one of them.
Don't ever be mistaken, that being a vegetarian
is related to religion's issues.
Presently,it is something to do with our home,EARTH.
I was pretty amazed to witness,
that there are so many hundreds of foods,
that a vegetarian could consume.
If being a vegetarian is easy in Singapore,
I don't mind being one:)
Maybe I should start trying ...
Anyone supporting me out there??
GOODNESS!!!
5 more days before the release of O lvl's results!~
GAGAGA!! Freaking out~
oh! Forgot to mention that..
I don't have the time to upload my photos in TW.
'Cause it's too many..and I hate wasting my time,waiting for it
to be uploaded X.x
My apologies!!!!
Hmmm,wait till I've get ample rest..
and regain the same zest of energy again!!
My butt is always on the bed!!
Well:)
Tomorrow will be the start of
a hectic 2010,for me.
Love the early dusk there
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Blue sky,blue sea
Park of the Green:)
A remote shore
:)
Smile,my friends!
The peace maker!!!
YEAP!
