Friday, October 28, 2011 // 9:11 AM
Leave the past & live the present.
It'd been a really long time, since I've touched this little space of mine.
Well, just blame me for being too indecisive and inconsistent of giving updates. :x
Blogging really takes up a long time for me. I've no idea why..
Probably I've too much in mind,that I don't really know how to convey my message well.
Whatever it is, I'm back to the league :D
Okay,so my last post was way back to November 2010?! Haa...hmm...
Guess during that time, I was having a hard time struggling in the pool of emotions.
First time texting a guy that I'd really like.. Unlike the past, where I'd usually have crush on
someone else,but with no actions taken. :x Things were really spicy, and sweet at that time,
but you know, I'm not good in this kind of thing. So yeah, just remain as friends uh.
Actually, my last sentence to him meant something else. Seemed like there were some miscommunication. All I could remember, was sobbing the night away. That was my first horrible night, and wish it's the last!
2011 started off real fast. It's a boring year anyway. Nothing special happened...Gotten a new F&B job at Berrylite PP. People and environment are both a thumbs up (Y)! It's the easiest job that I've gotten so far! :)
Academic-wise, guess I'm still doing fine as usual? haa! As long as I don't fail any modules right? Got a little disappointed though.. recently, I have this feeling that I can't really clique well with my poly friends :( It seems like we can't really hold our conversations.. there'll be awkward silence, pauses and I felt really lousy :/ I don't know what is wrong. Just feel that it's hard to keep conversations alive with 'em! Is it me? hmmm...but I don't really have such problems with my secondary school cliques. Sometimes, I'll just take it as, we've different levels of humour or something.. That's one reason why I'm looking forward to the day I'm graduating :D Damn it man, what kind of crap is this?! Urgh!
For the time being, I think I'll focus on my studies and earn an extra allowance.
Relationship, isn't the thing for me now.. it's a drainage to my mind and soul. I'm someone
who will fall deep into it...
Right, I'm too exhausted to think what to type now. I'll just sign off from here then,
Goodnight :)
PS: Love you guys <3
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