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Monday, September 24, 2012 // 8:23 AM

Having quite a laid back life especially when the holiday starts.
Couldn't get the job that I've wanted and my previous employers from Berrylite and Learning Tech have been contacting me. Hmm.. Should I go back? It's kind of weird but I need money badly.
Not for shopping purpose, but to secure my bank.

Met up with the ladies a couple weeks back. We were discussing about our graduation trip to Taiwan which prolly will take place on next year's April? We've came up with a minimum budget of 2k each.
This amount seemed really far-fetched to me NOW. Why-oh-why.... I really want to go overseas with my ladies and enjoy the hell out of ourselves for that one week! Well, guess I'll see how's everything goes before December! Hopefully I'll get a part time job soon!

Yeah.. As for my love life, things were great. Sometimes I wish that I'm a boy. You know, parents will be happy for you when you've gotten yourself a girlfriend. As a girl, when you have a boyfriend, they are like loading the guns and aiming at him. I mean, I'm sensible enough to know what's right and wrong for me. I won't do foolish things and c'mon, I do love myself too.

Mom and Dad sort of digested the fact that I'm attached. The big issue is my Godmum. She's overly-worried and disagree with me to have a relationship at such a young age? Ya I know she really love and care for me, but but but... you know the moment when you can share your problems with someone, and he's always so concerned and protective for me? It ain't easy to find someone else who can do the same. I don't know, guess I'll deny about having a boyfriend when my godmum ask me next time. No idea why she wants everybody to agree to her idea every time. If he and I are still together few years down the road, I'll announce to her by then. Definitely, I'm looking forward to a long-term relationship.

Right, told my mum that he's 4 months younger than me. haa! Totally surprised that she didn't take that into account xD YAY! She said it's better than those who are younger by a year or two. Since my parents know about us, I don't think I have to hide my relationship with him then. hmm..only to my godmum. =/ speaking of which, LOL mum said it's still early to bring him back home. I know what she meant..and I'm sure we'll last.

I'm not really confident of keeping this relationship when school starts. haha well, since my parents I've known I don't really mind my classmates to know either. Still, my godmum seems to be everywhere...news get through fast on the web! Urgh!

Okay, just felt troubled and this is a good ranting space.

Love,Daph.

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