Saturday, July 13, 2013 // 7:24 PM
Okay, so the previous post was actually saved a couple months back.
There are too many things for me to conclude. Oh right, I've graduated from TP and now,
I'm working as a contract staff in MOM. Can't believe the fact that I'm in the working society now.
Gotta adapt to a new lifestyle, hell yeah I still can't foresee my future YET. Somehow I just doubt my abilities of studying in a university. I don't know..it's just that the context of the modules seems like an out-of-the-world kind of thing. Started to question myself whether I can make it, or will I waste the time and money?
So that was how I'd landed myself with a job first. Still wondering whether I should convert into a full time staff, but I still have 4 months to consider till my contract ends.
To be frank, I was rather nervous on my first day of work. It's much quieter in an office environment and people can see me picking up things from my manager. Being an innate person, I find it difficult to clear my doubts with my manager. However, I'm really blessed to have a good subordinate. 'Cause after teaching me and showing a few examples, Joanne(manager) asked me to try it out with her guidance. Haa!
Goodness! Just 2 more weeks and it's our first anniversary. He's really an intimidate guy. Which I am absolutely shy in public. HAHA! What have I said. He plays many roles, like a mum, dad and a boyfriend.
Ohhh...I'm such a baby to him. Really thankful that he can bear with my sensitivity, emotional needs, and a capricious personality. It will be better if I can feed him fatter, what's up with his metabolism? Seriously. I'm totally envious of it. Or rather, jealous. -_-
Well, I just wish that things can always be this way. His understanding, love, and care. Change is a bitch.
Love my Dear. Oh yes, I realized he is someone who love compliments. Or should I say I don't compliment much? I'm just shyyyy.. Urgh! Yes, I love him being protective towards me. Although sometimes it sparked off some jealousy within him, but I just finds that adorable. He always liked me to compliment that he's strong, though he's small sized, but he have muscles. Well, I know he'll protect me if anything happens? Okay, I'll just assume it that way. He is always initiative to make me talk it out about my feelings, moodiness, and worries. Making funny faces to make me smile. Sometimes, I think that I'm being a wet blanket for not laughing at his jokes. 'cause I really don't think that it is funny? At least I know that he is making an effort. :)
Our world changes if we look at the bright sides of life. Though it ain't easy, but you will realize happiness is out for reach.
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