Keeping in touch



Hey peeps! So,how was your holiday?? Was it fun? boring? exciting? or a fruitful one???
Recalled that before the holiday,I've plan to have an up to hand study schedule.
Well...but honestly,laziness just come greeting me each morning. I need motivation!!

I can't say that I didn't revise at all...since I've been going back to school for the first two weeks,
at least,I've did some revision right? Not forgetting that I've done some schools' math papers:)
When school starts,I'll definitely give myself more pressure and mug to the extreme..!
Don't worry:) I'll balance out my time well^^ I won't neglect my health!! Coz my health is the key to my goal.

Apart from this,H1N1 is really not doing a good favour for not giving me a peace of mind to study.Hopefully we'll see a change for the better^^ It's the last year for me to give it all in my secondary school's life. So,let me do the best alright? I want to give it the best shot and no regrets.

Reminiscing the time when all of us said that we'll score flying colors with our N and face the monstrous O together. Now...I'm the only one left:( How I've had missed the olden days where we laugh with all our might,cracking up dirty jokes,making fun of every single thing,chatting all day long as if it was no one's business and not forgetting everything we've quarreled about. I miss you,LADIES!!! (Caprio,Kumiko && AchiQ) After O,I'll definitely spend some time with you guys and let's catch up with one another....and maybe,I can ton with you guys:)

Right! Currently, my brother is having symptoms of the H1N1!! Body aches,sore throat,fever,flu,weak!! Ahh!! Haa..and I have him quarantine in his room.LOL. I'm really a RESPONSIBLE citizen!! I took my temperature daily without fail coz school's re-opening! I don't wanna spread this merciless virus around! Most importantly,I pray for his wellness..may he recover soon!

So guys,are your engines up yet?? Getting ready to give it all and sweat for this upcoming semester?? If not,you have one more day which is tomorrow to get prepared* Have a fruitful semester ahead and please,don't give yourself excuses to slack. Let go off all the movie marathons,rpg games and shopping sprees. Haa:D




Make it the last one

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Hot And Cold



Waited for my Babe in the morning coz she and Yves missed swimming and yah,the plan changed.
Geez...she hopped on the train before us..thought that she will at least give us a call or something.
Met up at bugis instead and yeah~~Let's sing with all our hearts out!

As usual,I was standing in front singing coz I'd found out that while standing,I can actually project my voice well:) Go try it next time* Making each songs a careful pick coz Yves and Jas don't really listen much of the Chinese songs.Who's to balme??? Everyone has their own favorite genre type of songs.

Everything was fine until Yves started playing with the "vocal" button and he goes,"sing leh sing leh". I was like?! Get your fingers off the button!! I need the actual singer to lead me to get me on to the right tune...I was quite unfamiliar with the song I was singing.Just wanna listen and try singing with it,but this dude here just don't wanna let me sing with the singer's voice on!He wants to hear my voice but even with the vocal on,I can still hear them sing.Isn't it the same? I'd spend my money so that at least I can enjoy myself there..don't make things difficult for me.I was so DAMN angry and I'd shouted back at him..don't worry Jas,I wasn't shouting back at you.I just want to enjoy myself there but the mood was ruined.

Since he love playing with the button,alright,I shall stop singing.Went to the ladies to calm myself down and to tune up my mood.Jas came running in and asked whether I'm alright.No idea why all the uncouth words kept running outta my mouth.Anyway,thanks babe^^...I mean,respect begets respect right?

Anyway,went back to the room and I know both of them were trying to brighten me up..Haix..sorry guys,I just can't stand people being so annoying.I don't mean to shout back at you, just leave me the way how I wanna sing^^

Right after,I don't really have the mood to sing and they picked English songs.But well....anyway,everything went on fine after Jas tried to pick some "hot" English songs and she started jumping and dancing around and man!! Look at her hair! They are alive!! haha:D

After all the shouting and singing,my voice got hoarse!! Well,it's pretty normal for me.Right after singing,headed home although both of them have tried their best to make me accompany them for dinner.Sorry guys!! These few days I'd been heading out and my Mom wasn't really happy about it..So once again,I'll be a good girl kay.

Home sweet home,hafta delicious dinner,bathed and off.....I went to do my stuffs;D




P/s: Caprio!! I miss you,babe! I need you to sing a duet song with me! We have the best telepathy and all!! How sad....when I was singing tian tian ye ye by F.I.R alone!! It's so lonely without singing with ya!! You'd always make me high without fail :o Love ya~



Little Tingting

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Reckless Drive



Met up with Jas a couple of days back. Waited for her about an hour half as she missed her alarm.
Well,didn't really mind with it and make used of the time to study chemistry at the MRT platform.

Tubed down to the airport while we chat about the usual old stuffs. Babe! I think the tan was nice^^ Settled down at T3 Mac but didn't really have the drive to study coz my mind seems to wander about and was looking forward to go to Vivo and check out the new LG GD900 crystal which has just arrived in town!Man! I love the sleek and the stylish inner slide!! It's just awesome! Both screen and keypad can be used as a touch screen and it's the world's first transparent keypad phone!! Really tempting for me tho..;)

Hahas..anyway,Jas and I ended up talking about things regarding our future?Uhmm,well I can say that. Missed the time to send Sally off coz she went in to the check-in point earlier...:( but glad that she arrived home safely..and I know that I'll miss her loads.

Headed straight to Vivo and checked out the phone and I just can't stop loving it...how can anyone resist that?! Falling in love~! haa:D

Right! Jas and I planned to have a hair cut and both of us tubed home to have our dinner as well as taking our moolahs out^^ How sweet it is for Jon to lend 50 bucks to Jas! Isn't he adorable?! He's putting off weight!! Nice one;D

We went back to STORM but they don't accept us..coz it's closing!!! Forgot that it's Sunday-,-
haix..how sad...went around and see if any salons accept us but..they don't=( how desperate we are huh?

TWISTER was the only salon that accepted us tho and off we went in...Jas looked pretty nice with the new hair cut but I think she needs time to get use of it..Not to worry much babe,it's gorgeous^^ Bus-ed back to Jas's house to stay overnight and we caught Night in the museum 2!!! Nice show..as adventurous as it was in part 1:) Oh ya! Not forgetting that we cam-whoredJas's living room and man...it was really hilarious..hahahahahahah!

Here are the photos:


Edited the photos^^






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After
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Washed up,took our breakfast,dolled-up and off we go to town..
Attracted to lotsa stuffs and yea,I've tried on a miumiu branded pants!! It's heavenly! Woohoo~
Caught I Love you,Man with Jas and don't think that it's boring or just about romance! It's really a good catch and trust me...you will not regret after watching it...One word,AWESOME



Love it as always

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Happiness----Do I have it???



Pardon me for typing all sorts of things which aren't related to my daily life.
Since it's "MY" blog,then it shall be my say=D Anyway,it's all about me isn't it? Haa
So,what's HAPPINESS to you peepers out there???
Is it..getting the stuffs you want?Obtaining good grades?Good health & wealth?
What is it to you then? Have ya found out the way of keeping oneself happy?? Or are you still finding it?

Well,I can say that I'm still finding the way tho,but at least,I'm easily contented:)
Just tell me that you're still safe and sound and still remembers me..and I would be happy^^

From young,whenever My Mom or Dad strikes lotto or out for a shopping spree...I would always feel that
I'm the happiest girl in the world at that very moment coz it's my chance to convince my mom/dad to buy
things that I wanted badly!! The moment they are okay with it and were ready to pay for me...I knew,I've succeed in convincing them...and man!!! Another new stuff!!

However,it was just a moment of happiness...after using/wearing a few times,there's nothing really special about it again...Once more,I'll be looking forward for the next shopping spree to satisfy my wants.Why can't one remains happy when we've gained something??Why do we always want more?

Some people don't even have the desire of wanting more but just...to be able to survive and to have the power of laying food on the table.Once they have it,they are satisfied.:) To us,these are just common essential things we should have and thus wanting more other desirable needs.

Foods are not easily provided with farmers,traders out there to produce it and to be processed,packaged then out in the market...but to us,it is not a big thing..coz we are living in such a good environment with our government taking care of the citizens' needs. We don't care coz we've forked out the money to buy it..so no big deal right. You see,every foods or things we have..are actually the "sweats" of others.So,be happy with it to be able to have such a pleasure^^

Friends,families and lovers are also the ways to gain happiness..but don't cling too close or tight to it...If you are too attached to someone..remember,losing it will bring you to hell.All the happiness will seems to be gone as if there will be no tomorrow.LOL everything is impermanent... I'm not saying that we shouldn't care our love ones but don't be over dependent!! We may lose them one day coz when there's life,there's death...and I know Elis will be agreeing to this,right??? haa:D If they're still with us,spend more time with them coz time won't give us mercy! We should be happy that our love ones are still here with us and hope for their well-being..nothing is more happier and valuable then that right?

Real happiness will not be obtained if one doesn't look at the positive sides of everything.IF you're happy,the world will seems happy to you.Try it!! When you've done something good like making donations or helping out others..the happiness you've got is indescribable.Although it'll not last long,but it'll be a great help for others..No harm trying^^



Face it positively

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It's my deal



Hey peepers! Felt like blogging all of the sudden^^
Basically because I'd recalled what Elis-->cousin and I have chatted last week when I've met her.
LOL can't really say much about the content we've chatted because,it's both of our privacy..Shhh...

Well,for those who have known me...you probably know that I don't really like the idea of getting a boyfriend.
I'm definitely not an anti-relationship person,it's just that it is not an appropriate time to have one now:)
Ya,I know you guys will be saying----Why not? All I can say is,study is my first priority now:)
Some will tell me to handle a relationship while studying which is not a problem for them...But if you really
know me well,this is not gonna work out for me.

I'm not really good in handling a relationship or maintaining the "fire" we have in us when we've first met..Whats more,
I know it well that I can't take the blow if something ain't right.You can say that I'm a very affectionate person.So once I've
placed all my focus,feelings and efforts in a relationship.Don't come telling me that we aren't suited for each other and I will say,
NEVER have a boyfriend again...

Friends and classmates would always think that boy friends around me are my boyfriends.LOL we don't give a damn to it.
I've been through with them more then what others know.OR are they jealous that I have such reliable boy friends?? Haha:D
At least,they don't back stab their own friends.They don't have the time or energy that other girls have to waste their breath
on gossiping behind their best friend's back.

I'm not saying that my girlfriends are such people^^ They are always the best!!
It's just that I've been through with my boy friend for almost 5 years...and the other two for 3 years.:)
All in all,there's no guy/boy around me that attracts me yet..

Haha:D
Ps: Elis!! Don't ever mind the eyes or words of others!! They are just INFANTILE!! Daphne will always be there for you,yah^^




Live to surpass oneself

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Live for our needs NOT our wants



Right! Guess what's up with my sleeves lately?
Well...I guess kiddos out there are enjoying themselves during this June holiday huh?!
Yet...I've been going back to school for the first two weeks of June and also,the last week.=,= LOL and it's for the sake of the O levels. Every thing's worthwhile and I don't lose out anything right?

LOL and I know,growing up = no holidays..:(
OH YA!! There's a PC fair at Suntec now!! You know,I'm not someone who will craze over such sales unless..I need it urgently. Accompanied my friend to Suntec and thousands of people kept flowing in..Don't really know whether we are there checking out the good deals or just looking the swam of people...That's one reason why I dislike PC/IT fair...it just makes me dizzy---Urgh!

God dammit!! I really need a good rest! Going out with different person/people each day,making up appointments and yet...I'd still have to work out when I reach home..!

Man,I can't wait for transformers II to get aired! Wanna catch a movie badly=( yah,I wanna watch it with my beloved Allister/Ellestar!! Miss her loads. Okay,I'll stop here.Don't really have much to say.=x Just wanna get tune on with my other netizens,yah!


Adios people!

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Nothing can be replaced


Kinship...how vulnerable that is and always giving in just for us.
Showering love and care without anything in return.Yet,we take things for granted..
Living with them for so many years..bickering,quarrels,haranguing are almost inevitable.
Sometimes,we even wished to leave this house as soon as possible and be away from all those "lectures".

Why should we tattoo this in heart when rising us up is such a tiring job??
If it really helps to make them feel much better,no harm hearing the "lectures" all over again.
Why should we be angry and being defensive about it? In the end,we only break their hearts.
Ya,there are times we may find it unfair or rather ridiculous that our parents put the blame on us...it is because...they were afraid that we may end up doing such foolish act.
They may sound loud and fierce,but deep down...their hearts were shattered.

They love telling others the negative sides of their children saying how bad and rude we are..yet,they'll always remember the positive sides of ours. It's just that they don't wanna say it out loud to save all the mushy stuffs.

I'd find it quite irritating when they start to remind us to bath or dinner's ready.They would start reminding us repeatedly and soon....the nagging starts...BUT,what if,one day..there's no one in our house calling out our names reminding us to bath and have our meals on time?? These small little acts they do,prove that they are still here,with us,that someone care and love us.Wouldn't it be cold if we enter a house with no one addressing us the moment we stepped in our house?? yet....I just know how to reply them with a rather irritating and annoying tone.

With all this said,I've found it real ridiculous when I'd said that family is important to me..but,my actions doesn't prove it at all.

Couple of years back,when my mom said that she have difficulties in breathing and sometimes,she can feel that the pumping of her heart were intensed which caused uneasiness to her chest and respiratory system.At that point of time,she even mentioned that it's as though she's gonna leave us soon.Upon hearing this,sadness and a feeling of lost aroused in me.Of course,I'd held my tears back so that she won't see it...

As soon as I've entered the bathroom,tears just kept rolling down my cheeks unknowingly...it just happened less then a second! From then,I've known that I really love and care for my family,although sometimes I may be defiant..

Orphans out there are longing for one who will give them love and warmth..and here we are taking things for granted...shouldn't we cherish and treasure them and return the love they have given us?Whats more,blood is thicker then water.



Cherish while you still can

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Zest of Life


Great,I've neglected you peepers for more then half a month?!
Well,actually there ain't really much peepers out there who knows about my blog except for a couple of people.Haa...well,sometimes not letting our friends know our small little world can be good too..in a way that I can really write down my thoughts and everything.
Without worrying much that I may hurt any one's feelings:)

If you're a total stranger to me,yea,you'll know more then my friends do.

It took me two months to know why most people would blog online. I didn't quite get it first....always wondering why would anyone share some of their most innermost thoughts and feelings with a pool of strangers. How vulnerable that must have made the blogger. How extremely weird that is...

But now I know..for no man is an island..that there are times when you just want to let it all out(but not that much ya)..that sometimes confiding in friends seemed not to be the best way because you know deep down inside how much they love you and would always be on side..even if you have gone down the wrong path they would blatantly close one,if not,two eyes..That's why you love them in return...unconditional love..unconditional care.

Right! For the past few weeks,I have been drilling hard on my Chinese and I bet all my friends were of the same,yah. School came up with an intensive Mother Tongue programme and we had our Mother Tongue lessons right after the flag rising ceremony till our second recess which is already 10.50 am..Man!! We were caged for almost four wholesome hours!! Jesus! Well,I can say that our school is being real KIND to us since we were allowed to listen to musics from our ipods,mp4s or mp3s.So long as it won't disrupt the class :D

Well,time files without giving any mercy and soon,it was time for us to give our very best after weeks of mugging^^ All I can say, I've done my very best,no blanks,checked and now...I'll leave it to the teachers who will be marking the papers which would change my fate of life.Haa..sounds serious...relax~ =D

Anyway,I have been looking out of the windows ever since I've started the hard core nerdisation on my Chinese. Sitting in an enclosed area,I cringed at the irony,that makes a mockery of our mundane lives,aren't we all trapped in a little birdcage looking out,when the world out there is awaiting for us?

Okay okay,enough of my thoughts...
After sitting for the Mother Tongue papers,went swimming with my brother at the Tampines swimming complex and I must say,it was really a good time to go for a swim..it was really hot and therefore, not many people were there swimming..haa..and we had the whole pool to swim for ourselves^^

Headed home after two hours of swimming-----exhausted. Presently,I'm almost outta breathe typing this whole post out...so ya,gonna stop here.

P.s: Alister/Ellestar,I'll miss you Babe! Be my lover again.



Simplicity

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Keeping in touch



Hey peeps! So,how was your holiday?? Was it fun? boring? exciting? or a fruitful one???
Recalled that before the holiday,I've plan to have an up to hand study schedule.
Well...but honestly,laziness just come greeting me each morning. I need motivation!!

I can't say that I didn't revise at all...since I've been going back to school for the first two weeks,
at least,I've did some revision right? Not forgetting that I've done some schools' math papers:)
When school starts,I'll definitely give myself more pressure and mug to the extreme..!
Don't worry:) I'll balance out my time well^^ I won't neglect my health!! Coz my health is the key to my goal.

Apart from this,H1N1 is really not doing a good favour for not giving me a peace of mind to study.Hopefully we'll see a change for the better^^ It's the last year for me to give it all in my secondary school's life. So,let me do the best alright? I want to give it the best shot and no regrets.

Reminiscing the time when all of us said that we'll score flying colors with our N and face the monstrous O together. Now...I'm the only one left:( How I've had missed the olden days where we laugh with all our might,cracking up dirty jokes,making fun of every single thing,chatting all day long as if it was no one's business and not forgetting everything we've quarreled about. I miss you,LADIES!!! (Caprio,Kumiko && AchiQ) After O,I'll definitely spend some time with you guys and let's catch up with one another....and maybe,I can ton with you guys:)

Right! Currently, my brother is having symptoms of the H1N1!! Body aches,sore throat,fever,flu,weak!! Ahh!! Haa..and I have him quarantine in his room.LOL. I'm really a RESPONSIBLE citizen!! I took my temperature daily without fail coz school's re-opening! I don't wanna spread this merciless virus around! Most importantly,I pray for his wellness..may he recover soon!

So guys,are your engines up yet?? Getting ready to give it all and sweat for this upcoming semester?? If not,you have one more day which is tomorrow to get prepared* Have a fruitful semester ahead and please,don't give yourself excuses to slack. Let go off all the movie marathons,rpg games and shopping sprees. Haa:D




Make it the last one

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Hot And Cold



Waited for my Babe in the morning coz she and Yves missed swimming and yah,the plan changed.
Geez...she hopped on the train before us..thought that she will at least give us a call or something.
Met up at bugis instead and yeah~~Let's sing with all our hearts out!

As usual,I was standing in front singing coz I'd found out that while standing,I can actually project my voice well:) Go try it next time* Making each songs a careful pick coz Yves and Jas don't really listen much of the Chinese songs.Who's to balme??? Everyone has their own favorite genre type of songs.

Everything was fine until Yves started playing with the "vocal" button and he goes,"sing leh sing leh". I was like?! Get your fingers off the button!! I need the actual singer to lead me to get me on to the right tune...I was quite unfamiliar with the song I was singing.Just wanna listen and try singing with it,but this dude here just don't wanna let me sing with the singer's voice on!He wants to hear my voice but even with the vocal on,I can still hear them sing.Isn't it the same? I'd spend my money so that at least I can enjoy myself there..don't make things difficult for me.I was so DAMN angry and I'd shouted back at him..don't worry Jas,I wasn't shouting back at you.I just want to enjoy myself there but the mood was ruined.

Since he love playing with the button,alright,I shall stop singing.Went to the ladies to calm myself down and to tune up my mood.Jas came running in and asked whether I'm alright.No idea why all the uncouth words kept running outta my mouth.Anyway,thanks babe^^...I mean,respect begets respect right?

Anyway,went back to the room and I know both of them were trying to brighten me up..Haix..sorry guys,I just can't stand people being so annoying.I don't mean to shout back at you, just leave me the way how I wanna sing^^

Right after,I don't really have the mood to sing and they picked English songs.But well....anyway,everything went on fine after Jas tried to pick some "hot" English songs and she started jumping and dancing around and man!! Look at her hair! They are alive!! haha:D

After all the shouting and singing,my voice got hoarse!! Well,it's pretty normal for me.Right after singing,headed home although both of them have tried their best to make me accompany them for dinner.Sorry guys!! These few days I'd been heading out and my Mom wasn't really happy about it..So once again,I'll be a good girl kay.

Home sweet home,hafta delicious dinner,bathed and off.....I went to do my stuffs;D




P/s: Caprio!! I miss you,babe! I need you to sing a duet song with me! We have the best telepathy and all!! How sad....when I was singing tian tian ye ye by F.I.R alone!! It's so lonely without singing with ya!! You'd always make me high without fail :o Love ya~



Little Tingting
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Reckless Drive



Met up with Jas a couple of days back. Waited for her about an hour half as she missed her alarm.
Well,didn't really mind with it and make used of the time to study chemistry at the MRT platform.

Tubed down to the airport while we chat about the usual old stuffs. Babe! I think the tan was nice^^ Settled down at T3 Mac but didn't really have the drive to study coz my mind seems to wander about and was looking forward to go to Vivo and check out the new LG GD900 crystal which has just arrived in town!Man! I love the sleek and the stylish inner slide!! It's just awesome! Both screen and keypad can be used as a touch screen and it's the world's first transparent keypad phone!! Really tempting for me tho..;)

Hahas..anyway,Jas and I ended up talking about things regarding our future?Uhmm,well I can say that. Missed the time to send Sally off coz she went in to the check-in point earlier...:( but glad that she arrived home safely..and I know that I'll miss her loads.

Headed straight to Vivo and checked out the phone and I just can't stop loving it...how can anyone resist that?! Falling in love~! haa:D

Right! Jas and I planned to have a hair cut and both of us tubed home to have our dinner as well as taking our moolahs out^^ How sweet it is for Jon to lend 50 bucks to Jas! Isn't he adorable?! He's putting off weight!! Nice one;D

We went back to STORM but they don't accept us..coz it's closing!!! Forgot that it's Sunday-,-
haix..how sad...went around and see if any salons accept us but..they don't=( how desperate we are huh?

TWISTER was the only salon that accepted us tho and off we went in...Jas looked pretty nice with the new hair cut but I think she needs time to get use of it..Not to worry much babe,it's gorgeous^^ Bus-ed back to Jas's house to stay overnight and we caught Night in the museum 2!!! Nice show..as adventurous as it was in part 1:) Oh ya! Not forgetting that we cam-whoredJas's living room and man...it was really hilarious..hahahahahahah!

Here are the photos:


Edited the photos^^






Before


After
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Washed up,took our breakfast,dolled-up and off we go to town..
Attracted to lotsa stuffs and yea,I've tried on a miumiu branded pants!! It's heavenly! Woohoo~
Caught I Love you,Man with Jas and don't think that it's boring or just about romance! It's really a good catch and trust me...you will not regret after watching it...One word,AWESOME



Love it as always











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Happiness----Do I have it???



Pardon me for typing all sorts of things which aren't related to my daily life.
Since it's "MY" blog,then it shall be my say=D Anyway,it's all about me isn't it? Haa
So,what's HAPPINESS to you peepers out there???
Is it..getting the stuffs you want?Obtaining good grades?Good health & wealth?
What is it to you then? Have ya found out the way of keeping oneself happy?? Or are you still finding it?

Well,I can say that I'm still finding the way tho,but at least,I'm easily contented:)
Just tell me that you're still safe and sound and still remembers me..and I would be happy^^

From young,whenever My Mom or Dad strikes lotto or out for a shopping spree...I would always feel that
I'm the happiest girl in the world at that very moment coz it's my chance to convince my mom/dad to buy
things that I wanted badly!! The moment they are okay with it and were ready to pay for me...I knew,I've succeed in convincing them...and man!!! Another new stuff!!

However,it was just a moment of happiness...after using/wearing a few times,there's nothing really special about it again...Once more,I'll be looking forward for the next shopping spree to satisfy my wants.Why can't one remains happy when we've gained something??Why do we always want more?

Some people don't even have the desire of wanting more but just...to be able to survive and to have the power of laying food on the table.Once they have it,they are satisfied.:) To us,these are just common essential things we should have and thus wanting more other desirable needs.

Foods are not easily provided with farmers,traders out there to produce it and to be processed,packaged then out in the market...but to us,it is not a big thing..coz we are living in such a good environment with our government taking care of the citizens' needs. We don't care coz we've forked out the money to buy it..so no big deal right. You see,every foods or things we have..are actually the "sweats" of others.So,be happy with it to be able to have such a pleasure^^

Friends,families and lovers are also the ways to gain happiness..but don't cling too close or tight to it...If you are too attached to someone..remember,losing it will bring you to hell.All the happiness will seems to be gone as if there will be no tomorrow.LOL everything is impermanent... I'm not saying that we shouldn't care our love ones but don't be over dependent!! We may lose them one day coz when there's life,there's death...and I know Elis will be agreeing to this,right??? haa:D If they're still with us,spend more time with them coz time won't give us mercy! We should be happy that our love ones are still here with us and hope for their well-being..nothing is more happier and valuable then that right?

Real happiness will not be obtained if one doesn't look at the positive sides of everything.IF you're happy,the world will seems happy to you.Try it!! When you've done something good like making donations or helping out others..the happiness you've got is indescribable.Although it'll not last long,but it'll be a great help for others..No harm trying^^



Face it positively


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It's my deal



Hey peepers! Felt like blogging all of the sudden^^
Basically because I'd recalled what Elis-->cousin and I have chatted last week when I've met her.
LOL can't really say much about the content we've chatted because,it's both of our privacy..Shhh...

Well,for those who have known me...you probably know that I don't really like the idea of getting a boyfriend.
I'm definitely not an anti-relationship person,it's just that it is not an appropriate time to have one now:)
Ya,I know you guys will be saying----Why not? All I can say is,study is my first priority now:)
Some will tell me to handle a relationship while studying which is not a problem for them...But if you really
know me well,this is not gonna work out for me.

I'm not really good in handling a relationship or maintaining the "fire" we have in us when we've first met..Whats more,
I know it well that I can't take the blow if something ain't right.You can say that I'm a very affectionate person.So once I've
placed all my focus,feelings and efforts in a relationship.Don't come telling me that we aren't suited for each other and I will say,
NEVER have a boyfriend again...

Friends and classmates would always think that boy friends around me are my boyfriends.LOL we don't give a damn to it.
I've been through with them more then what others know.OR are they jealous that I have such reliable boy friends?? Haha:D
At least,they don't back stab their own friends.They don't have the time or energy that other girls have to waste their breath
on gossiping behind their best friend's back.

I'm not saying that my girlfriends are such people^^ They are always the best!!
It's just that I've been through with my boy friend for almost 5 years...and the other two for 3 years.:)
All in all,there's no guy/boy around me that attracts me yet..

Haha:D
Ps: Elis!! Don't ever mind the eyes or words of others!! They are just INFANTILE!! Daphne will always be there for you,yah^^




Live to surpass oneself

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Live for our needs NOT our wants



Right! Guess what's up with my sleeves lately?
Well...I guess kiddos out there are enjoying themselves during this June holiday huh?!
Yet...I've been going back to school for the first two weeks of June and also,the last week.=,= LOL and it's for the sake of the O levels. Every thing's worthwhile and I don't lose out anything right?

LOL and I know,growing up = no holidays..:(
OH YA!! There's a PC fair at Suntec now!! You know,I'm not someone who will craze over such sales unless..I need it urgently. Accompanied my friend to Suntec and thousands of people kept flowing in..Don't really know whether we are there checking out the good deals or just looking the swam of people...That's one reason why I dislike PC/IT fair...it just makes me dizzy---Urgh!

God dammit!! I really need a good rest! Going out with different person/people each day,making up appointments and yet...I'd still have to work out when I reach home..!

Man,I can't wait for transformers II to get aired! Wanna catch a movie badly=( yah,I wanna watch it with my beloved Allister/Ellestar!! Miss her loads. Okay,I'll stop here.Don't really have much to say.=x Just wanna get tune on with my other netizens,yah!


Adios people!
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Nothing can be replaced


Kinship...how vulnerable that is and always giving in just for us.
Showering love and care without anything in return.Yet,we take things for granted..
Living with them for so many years..bickering,quarrels,haranguing are almost inevitable.
Sometimes,we even wished to leave this house as soon as possible and be away from all those "lectures".

Why should we tattoo this in heart when rising us up is such a tiring job??
If it really helps to make them feel much better,no harm hearing the "lectures" all over again.
Why should we be angry and being defensive about it? In the end,we only break their hearts.
Ya,there are times we may find it unfair or rather ridiculous that our parents put the blame on us...it is because...they were afraid that we may end up doing such foolish act.
They may sound loud and fierce,but deep down...their hearts were shattered.

They love telling others the negative sides of their children saying how bad and rude we are..yet,they'll always remember the positive sides of ours. It's just that they don't wanna say it out loud to save all the mushy stuffs.

I'd find it quite irritating when they start to remind us to bath or dinner's ready.They would start reminding us repeatedly and soon....the nagging starts...BUT,what if,one day..there's no one in our house calling out our names reminding us to bath and have our meals on time?? These small little acts they do,prove that they are still here,with us,that someone care and love us.Wouldn't it be cold if we enter a house with no one addressing us the moment we stepped in our house?? yet....I just know how to reply them with a rather irritating and annoying tone.

With all this said,I've found it real ridiculous when I'd said that family is important to me..but,my actions doesn't prove it at all.

Couple of years back,when my mom said that she have difficulties in breathing and sometimes,she can feel that the pumping of her heart were intensed which caused uneasiness to her chest and respiratory system.At that point of time,she even mentioned that it's as though she's gonna leave us soon.Upon hearing this,sadness and a feeling of lost aroused in me.Of course,I'd held my tears back so that she won't see it...

As soon as I've entered the bathroom,tears just kept rolling down my cheeks unknowingly...it just happened less then a second! From then,I've known that I really love and care for my family,although sometimes I may be defiant..

Orphans out there are longing for one who will give them love and warmth..and here we are taking things for granted...shouldn't we cherish and treasure them and return the love they have given us?Whats more,blood is thicker then water.



Cherish while you still can



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Zest of Life


Great,I've neglected you peepers for more then half a month?!
Well,actually there ain't really much peepers out there who knows about my blog except for a couple of people.Haa...well,sometimes not letting our friends know our small little world can be good too..in a way that I can really write down my thoughts and everything.
Without worrying much that I may hurt any one's feelings:)

If you're a total stranger to me,yea,you'll know more then my friends do.

It took me two months to know why most people would blog online. I didn't quite get it first....always wondering why would anyone share some of their most innermost thoughts and feelings with a pool of strangers. How vulnerable that must have made the blogger. How extremely weird that is...

But now I know..for no man is an island..that there are times when you just want to let it all out(but not that much ya)..that sometimes confiding in friends seemed not to be the best way because you know deep down inside how much they love you and would always be on side..even if you have gone down the wrong path they would blatantly close one,if not,two eyes..That's why you love them in return...unconditional love..unconditional care.

Right! For the past few weeks,I have been drilling hard on my Chinese and I bet all my friends were of the same,yah. School came up with an intensive Mother Tongue programme and we had our Mother Tongue lessons right after the flag rising ceremony till our second recess which is already 10.50 am..Man!! We were caged for almost four wholesome hours!! Jesus! Well,I can say that our school is being real KIND to us since we were allowed to listen to musics from our ipods,mp4s or mp3s.So long as it won't disrupt the class :D

Well,time files without giving any mercy and soon,it was time for us to give our very best after weeks of mugging^^ All I can say, I've done my very best,no blanks,checked and now...I'll leave it to the teachers who will be marking the papers which would change my fate of life.Haa..sounds serious...relax~ =D

Anyway,I have been looking out of the windows ever since I've started the hard core nerdisation on my Chinese. Sitting in an enclosed area,I cringed at the irony,that makes a mockery of our mundane lives,aren't we all trapped in a little birdcage looking out,when the world out there is awaiting for us?

Okay okay,enough of my thoughts...
After sitting for the Mother Tongue papers,went swimming with my brother at the Tampines swimming complex and I must say,it was really a good time to go for a swim..it was really hot and therefore, not many people were there swimming..haa..and we had the whole pool to swim for ourselves^^

Headed home after two hours of swimming-----exhausted. Presently,I'm almost outta breathe typing this whole post out...so ya,gonna stop here.

P.s: Alister/Ellestar,I'll miss you Babe! Be my lover again.



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