Okay, so the previous post was actually saved a couple months back.

There are too many things for me to conclude. Oh right, I've graduated from TP and now,
I'm working as a contract staff in MOM. Can't believe the fact that I'm in the working society now.
Gotta adapt to a new lifestyle, hell yeah I still can't foresee my future YET. Somehow I just doubt my abilities of studying in a university. I don't know..it's just that the context of the modules seems like an out-of-the-world kind of thing. Started to question myself whether I can make it, or will I waste the time and money?
So that was how I'd landed myself with a job first. Still wondering whether I should convert into a full time staff, but I still have 4 months to consider till my contract ends.

To be frank, I was rather nervous on my first day of work. It's much quieter in an office environment and people can see me picking up things from my manager. Being an innate person, I find it difficult to clear my doubts with my manager. However, I'm really blessed to have a good subordinate. 'Cause after teaching me and showing a few examples, Joanne(manager) asked me to try it out with her guidance. Haa!

Goodness! Just 2 more weeks and it's our first anniversary. He's really an intimidate guy. Which I am absolutely shy in public. HAHA! What have I said. He plays many roles, like a mum, dad and a boyfriend.
Ohhh...I'm such a baby to him. Really thankful that he can bear with my sensitivity, emotional needs, and a capricious personality. It will be better if I can feed him fatter, what's up with his metabolism? Seriously. I'm totally envious of it. Or rather, jealous. -_-

Well, I just wish that things can always be this way. His understanding, love, and care. Change is a bitch.
Love my Dear. Oh yes, I realized he is someone who love compliments. Or should I say I don't compliment much? I'm just shyyyy.. Urgh! Yes, I love him being protective towards me. Although sometimes it sparked off some jealousy within him, but I just finds that adorable. He always liked me to compliment that he's strong, though he's small sized, but he have muscles. Well, I know he'll protect me if anything happens? Okay, I'll just assume it that way. He is always initiative to make me talk it out about my feelings, moodiness, and worries. Making funny faces to make me smile. Sometimes, I think that I'm being a wet blanket for not laughing at his jokes. 'cause I really don't think that it is funny? At least I know that he is making an effort. :)

Our world changes if we look at the bright sides of life. Though it ain't easy, but you will realize happiness is out for reach.

-------------

A new life I'm having ever since my first love stood a place in my heart.
I have to admit that LOVE takes courage. Every actions and words matter and it can really affect one,'cause
that special one is someone you cared for dearly.
The first few months were really a honeymoon for us, 'cause it's like someone new in our lives and it interest us to explore and see things in their way.
He is simple minded, and an easy going person. Of course, I love those values of him but, somehow it gives me a feeling that he doesn't have a mind of his own. Maybe he has, just that he wants to respect me or something? Everyone will get turned off when you're out for a date, and we ended up asking questions,"where to go? what to eat? go where?" It sometimes took 30 minutes for us to come up with a decision.
I love him, and that is why I love to do things that he likes. Like going to the arcade. Friends around me knows that I'm not an arcade-kind-of person. For him, I played the games to share the joyous moment with him. Soon, I kinda like playing some of the games.
Haa, and he's really one lazy person I've met so far. It is totally a battle to get him out of bed during a nap. Yea, and the problem with me now, is his laziness. We are both working as temp staff now. Thus, the only time to spend together is on the weekends. Working on the weekdays really took a toll on us and the weekends is ideal for a well deserved rest.
I look forward to every weekends 'cause I know that there is a chance for me to meet him. On some days, he preferred "nua-ing" at home, and I can understand that. We can still text though. However, I can't stop myself from feeling neglected and felt unimportant. It's not about us not meeting, but it is the replies and texts I got from him that affects me. I can predict his texts and after a reply or so, he would ask "what am I doing? Then MIA for like an hour or two? Soon, there was nothing left for me to say 'cause everything becomes predictable. I didn't talk to him about this 'cause I think I'm just being sensitive.
I remembered one of my friend asked me how I'd celebrated Valentines with him.  We just had dinner, and honestly speaking, I can't remember what we did on that day. I'm contented that we can meet up on Valentines, but I don't wanna hear any apologies from him saying that he didn't get me a present. His presence is really enough, I don't need an apology.

I really love him, really do.

-------------

Having quite a laid back life especially when the holiday starts.
Couldn't get the job that I've wanted and my previous employers from Berrylite and Learning Tech have been contacting me. Hmm.. Should I go back? It's kind of weird but I need money badly.
Not for shopping purpose, but to secure my bank.

Met up with the ladies a couple weeks back. We were discussing about our graduation trip to Taiwan which prolly will take place on next year's April? We've came up with a minimum budget of 2k each.
This amount seemed really far-fetched to me NOW. Why-oh-why.... I really want to go overseas with my ladies and enjoy the hell out of ourselves for that one week! Well, guess I'll see how's everything goes before December! Hopefully I'll get a part time job soon!

Yeah.. As for my love life, things were great. Sometimes I wish that I'm a boy. You know, parents will be happy for you when you've gotten yourself a girlfriend. As a girl, when you have a boyfriend, they are like loading the guns and aiming at him. I mean, I'm sensible enough to know what's right and wrong for me. I won't do foolish things and c'mon, I do love myself too.

Mom and Dad sort of digested the fact that I'm attached. The big issue is my Godmum. She's overly-worried and disagree with me to have a relationship at such a young age? Ya I know she really love and care for me, but but but... you know the moment when you can share your problems with someone, and he's always so concerned and protective for me? It ain't easy to find someone else who can do the same. I don't know, guess I'll deny about having a boyfriend when my godmum ask me next time. No idea why she wants everybody to agree to her idea every time. If he and I are still together few years down the road, I'll announce to her by then. Definitely, I'm looking forward to a long-term relationship.

Right, told my mum that he's 4 months younger than me. haa! Totally surprised that she didn't take that into account xD YAY! She said it's better than those who are younger by a year or two. Since my parents know about us, I don't think I have to hide my relationship with him then. hmm..only to my godmum. =/ speaking of which, LOL mum said it's still early to bring him back home. I know what she meant..and I'm sure we'll last.

I'm not really confident of keeping this relationship when school starts. haha well, since my parents I've known I don't really mind my classmates to know either. Still, my godmum seems to be everywhere...news get through fast on the web! Urgh!

Okay, just felt troubled and this is a good ranting space.

Love,Daph.

-------------

2012 - Indeed, a year full of changes.
Guess my brain cells connection are reducing.Can't seemed to remember the first half of the year.
Semester 3.1 started of with our MPSIP where my group and I were attached to LTP. I was pretty worried yet elated that we will be on internship. Worried 'cause I'm new in this clique, wondering whether I can clique well with them or not. Well, I shouldn't have had worried over this issue, 'cause things went smoothly with them and they are really awesome friends I've made.

Haha, I won't forget our first day reporting to work. We were late and thank god for iPhone! the first 7/8 weeks of internship, we were scheduled to Trivex building. Heard that it is a new office and everything was newly furnished. At Trivex, we developed marketing plan to advertise our products to the public.

We moved to Times Centre - Headquarters' Building. Did mostly sales and administrative work. Kind of dislike the work schedule. Interns have to do shifts on weekends and work on weekdays as well. Really took a toll on us. Glad that it is over now!

Really thankful for the girls. The small talks we had, gossiping, shopping, and teasing were really the highlights. Another highlight that spices up the month of July is to say a "Yes" to him. He is the very first guy that I've said Yes to. A flow of thoughts which made me think thoroughly and came up with a decision.
Feelings for him started to develop and the slightest things he did really touches me.

Communication is really important and so far, he's the only guy who I can confront to and share my problems with. I like it when I just have to look at him while he share his stories enthusiastically. Hmm I'm easily contented uh. Nothing beats then seeing your loved ones standing in front of you and as though there's only the two of us. Oh, and he's really cute when he gets jealous. Silly him.. but that shows that he loves me. Heh. Just love the way he is. Nothing's more important than that. Of course, we have to accommodate with each other 'cause everything now is 2 in 1.

Well-oh-well, I'm loving 2012 =) Meanwhile, I'm finding part time jobs and awaiting school to start? Man, I miss school. Grr.

Love, Daph

-------------

Leave the past & live the present.

-------------

The hit of the Flame.

-------------

-------------

Unfold

-------------

BLACK-LISTED




Recently, I've found out that I am really a lousy friend.
I can't serve them well,and how can I expect much from them?
I've been giving empty promises , and I know that it sucks!
It's true that I'm trapped by my studies and school.
Well,who isn't stress during this period of time?
I should have been mindful.
I know everyone is having a hard time to adapt in their "new" life.
I'm sorry,that I've been such an ass.
Well,I don't wanna make things worse just because I've posted this out.
'Cause I think I'm the black-listed one.
SORRY,but I really miss you ladies!
Just feeling lousy...

-------------

Mixing with my Origin

-------------

They're my Apple of the day <3

-------------

Get it over,and get it done.

Every now and then, my blog

is always 'this' peaceful and quiet.

Don't really know why my fingers are typing these words out.

Just had the tinge, of typing

something to fill this blank box.

Man!

I don't really know,

whether we're living on the same planet Earth now.

It's god damn hot and sweaty,

even after the "Sun has done it's job."

I just feel that,everything had changed.

Well -well,I guess it'll

be more interesting to talk about my tertiary life now =)

First day of orientation was really a scare to me.

Our classes were separated to 2 different auditorium hall.

There wasn't a single girl in my class at first sight.

..At least :)

There are 5 girls in my class.

Started asking their names,

and we made a short,simple introduction.

& now,we have our own cliques;)

Yeah,we're happy with one another.

Yet,project and homeworks,

just can't stop piling up.

( So many stuffs to do during the 1st week!?

It's making us scared.Especially in this unfamiliar environment)

We could do nothing much,

but just have to admit to reality.

At least,there are friends around me,

helping one another.

For sure,they are my only helping hands here,in TP.

......=x Oops!

guess,my motivation to blog had just ended.

We'll see when my fingers,

are getting itchy again ;)

Gotten it straight,and I'm all for it

-------------

Please them with a chocolate shot.

-------------

Cold,with the shots of fire.

-------------

I don't see one.

-------------

Okay, so the previous post was actually saved a couple months back.

There are too many things for me to conclude. Oh right, I've graduated from TP and now,
I'm working as a contract staff in MOM. Can't believe the fact that I'm in the working society now.
Gotta adapt to a new lifestyle, hell yeah I still can't foresee my future YET. Somehow I just doubt my abilities of studying in a university. I don't know..it's just that the context of the modules seems like an out-of-the-world kind of thing. Started to question myself whether I can make it, or will I waste the time and money?
So that was how I'd landed myself with a job first. Still wondering whether I should convert into a full time staff, but I still have 4 months to consider till my contract ends.

To be frank, I was rather nervous on my first day of work. It's much quieter in an office environment and people can see me picking up things from my manager. Being an innate person, I find it difficult to clear my doubts with my manager. However, I'm really blessed to have a good subordinate. 'Cause after teaching me and showing a few examples, Joanne(manager) asked me to try it out with her guidance. Haa!

Goodness! Just 2 more weeks and it's our first anniversary. He's really an intimidate guy. Which I am absolutely shy in public. HAHA! What have I said. He plays many roles, like a mum, dad and a boyfriend.
Ohhh...I'm such a baby to him. Really thankful that he can bear with my sensitivity, emotional needs, and a capricious personality. It will be better if I can feed him fatter, what's up with his metabolism? Seriously. I'm totally envious of it. Or rather, jealous. -_-

Well, I just wish that things can always be this way. His understanding, love, and care. Change is a bitch.
Love my Dear. Oh yes, I realized he is someone who love compliments. Or should I say I don't compliment much? I'm just shyyyy.. Urgh! Yes, I love him being protective towards me. Although sometimes it sparked off some jealousy within him, but I just finds that adorable. He always liked me to compliment that he's strong, though he's small sized, but he have muscles. Well, I know he'll protect me if anything happens? Okay, I'll just assume it that way. He is always initiative to make me talk it out about my feelings, moodiness, and worries. Making funny faces to make me smile. Sometimes, I think that I'm being a wet blanket for not laughing at his jokes. 'cause I really don't think that it is funny? At least I know that he is making an effort. :)

Our world changes if we look at the bright sides of life. Though it ain't easy, but you will realize happiness is out for reach.



-------------

A new life I'm having ever since my first love stood a place in my heart.
I have to admit that LOVE takes courage. Every actions and words matter and it can really affect one,'cause
that special one is someone you cared for dearly.
The first few months were really a honeymoon for us, 'cause it's like someone new in our lives and it interest us to explore and see things in their way.
He is simple minded, and an easy going person. Of course, I love those values of him but, somehow it gives me a feeling that he doesn't have a mind of his own. Maybe he has, just that he wants to respect me or something? Everyone will get turned off when you're out for a date, and we ended up asking questions,"where to go? what to eat? go where?" It sometimes took 30 minutes for us to come up with a decision.
I love him, and that is why I love to do things that he likes. Like going to the arcade. Friends around me knows that I'm not an arcade-kind-of person. For him, I played the games to share the joyous moment with him. Soon, I kinda like playing some of the games.
Haa, and he's really one lazy person I've met so far. It is totally a battle to get him out of bed during a nap. Yea, and the problem with me now, is his laziness. We are both working as temp staff now. Thus, the only time to spend together is on the weekends. Working on the weekdays really took a toll on us and the weekends is ideal for a well deserved rest.
I look forward to every weekends 'cause I know that there is a chance for me to meet him. On some days, he preferred "nua-ing" at home, and I can understand that. We can still text though. However, I can't stop myself from feeling neglected and felt unimportant. It's not about us not meeting, but it is the replies and texts I got from him that affects me. I can predict his texts and after a reply or so, he would ask "what am I doing? Then MIA for like an hour or two? Soon, there was nothing left for me to say 'cause everything becomes predictable. I didn't talk to him about this 'cause I think I'm just being sensitive.
I remembered one of my friend asked me how I'd celebrated Valentines with him.  We just had dinner, and honestly speaking, I can't remember what we did on that day. I'm contented that we can meet up on Valentines, but I don't wanna hear any apologies from him saying that he didn't get me a present. His presence is really enough, I don't need an apology.

I really love him, really do.





-------------

Having quite a laid back life especially when the holiday starts.
Couldn't get the job that I've wanted and my previous employers from Berrylite and Learning Tech have been contacting me. Hmm.. Should I go back? It's kind of weird but I need money badly.
Not for shopping purpose, but to secure my bank.

Met up with the ladies a couple weeks back. We were discussing about our graduation trip to Taiwan which prolly will take place on next year's April? We've came up with a minimum budget of 2k each.
This amount seemed really far-fetched to me NOW. Why-oh-why.... I really want to go overseas with my ladies and enjoy the hell out of ourselves for that one week! Well, guess I'll see how's everything goes before December! Hopefully I'll get a part time job soon!

Yeah.. As for my love life, things were great. Sometimes I wish that I'm a boy. You know, parents will be happy for you when you've gotten yourself a girlfriend. As a girl, when you have a boyfriend, they are like loading the guns and aiming at him. I mean, I'm sensible enough to know what's right and wrong for me. I won't do foolish things and c'mon, I do love myself too.

Mom and Dad sort of digested the fact that I'm attached. The big issue is my Godmum. She's overly-worried and disagree with me to have a relationship at such a young age? Ya I know she really love and care for me, but but but... you know the moment when you can share your problems with someone, and he's always so concerned and protective for me? It ain't easy to find someone else who can do the same. I don't know, guess I'll deny about having a boyfriend when my godmum ask me next time. No idea why she wants everybody to agree to her idea every time. If he and I are still together few years down the road, I'll announce to her by then. Definitely, I'm looking forward to a long-term relationship.

Right, told my mum that he's 4 months younger than me. haa! Totally surprised that she didn't take that into account xD YAY! She said it's better than those who are younger by a year or two. Since my parents know about us, I don't think I have to hide my relationship with him then. hmm..only to my godmum. =/ speaking of which, LOL mum said it's still early to bring him back home. I know what she meant..and I'm sure we'll last.

I'm not really confident of keeping this relationship when school starts. haha well, since my parents I've known I don't really mind my classmates to know either. Still, my godmum seems to be everywhere...news get through fast on the web! Urgh!

Okay, just felt troubled and this is a good ranting space.

Love,Daph.
-------------

2012 - Indeed, a year full of changes.
Guess my brain cells connection are reducing.Can't seemed to remember the first half of the year.
Semester 3.1 started of with our MPSIP where my group and I were attached to LTP. I was pretty worried yet elated that we will be on internship. Worried 'cause I'm new in this clique, wondering whether I can clique well with them or not. Well, I shouldn't have had worried over this issue, 'cause things went smoothly with them and they are really awesome friends I've made.

Haha, I won't forget our first day reporting to work. We were late and thank god for iPhone! the first 7/8 weeks of internship, we were scheduled to Trivex building. Heard that it is a new office and everything was newly furnished. At Trivex, we developed marketing plan to advertise our products to the public.

We moved to Times Centre - Headquarters' Building. Did mostly sales and administrative work. Kind of dislike the work schedule. Interns have to do shifts on weekends and work on weekdays as well. Really took a toll on us. Glad that it is over now!

Really thankful for the girls. The small talks we had, gossiping, shopping, and teasing were really the highlights. Another highlight that spices up the month of July is to say a "Yes" to him. He is the very first guy that I've said Yes to. A flow of thoughts which made me think thoroughly and came up with a decision.
Feelings for him started to develop and the slightest things he did really touches me.

Communication is really important and so far, he's the only guy who I can confront to and share my problems with. I like it when I just have to look at him while he share his stories enthusiastically. Hmm I'm easily contented uh. Nothing beats then seeing your loved ones standing in front of you and as though there's only the two of us. Oh, and he's really cute when he gets jealous. Silly him.. but that shows that he loves me. Heh. Just love the way he is. Nothing's more important than that. Of course, we have to accommodate with each other 'cause everything now is 2 in 1.

Well-oh-well, I'm loving 2012 =) Meanwhile, I'm finding part time jobs and awaiting school to start? Man, I miss school. Grr.

Love, Daph
-------------

Leave the past & live the present.
-------------

The hit of the Flame.
-------------


-------------

Unfold
-------------

BLACK-LISTED




Recently, I've found out that I am really a lousy friend.
I can't serve them well,and how can I expect much from them?
I've been giving empty promises , and I know that it sucks!
It's true that I'm trapped by my studies and school.
Well,who isn't stress during this period of time?
I should have been mindful.
I know everyone is having a hard time to adapt in their "new" life.
I'm sorry,that I've been such an ass.
Well,I don't wanna make things worse just because I've posted this out.
'Cause I think I'm the black-listed one.
SORRY,but I really miss you ladies!
Just feeling lousy...
-------------

Mixing with my Origin
-------------

They're my Apple of the day <3
-------------

Get it over,and get it done.

Every now and then, my blog

is always 'this' peaceful and quiet.

Don't really know why my fingers are typing these words out.

Just had the tinge, of typing

something to fill this blank box.

Man!

I don't really know,

whether we're living on the same planet Earth now.

It's god damn hot and sweaty,

even after the "Sun has done it's job."

I just feel that,everything had changed.

Well -well,I guess it'll

be more interesting to talk about my tertiary life now =)

First day of orientation was really a scare to me.

Our classes were separated to 2 different auditorium hall.

There wasn't a single girl in my class at first sight.

..At least :)

There are 5 girls in my class.

Started asking their names,

and we made a short,simple introduction.

& now,we have our own cliques;)

Yeah,we're happy with one another.

Yet,project and homeworks,

just can't stop piling up.

( So many stuffs to do during the 1st week!?

It's making us scared.Especially in this unfamiliar environment)

We could do nothing much,

but just have to admit to reality.

At least,there are friends around me,

helping one another.

For sure,they are my only helping hands here,in TP.

......=x Oops!

guess,my motivation to blog had just ended.

We'll see when my fingers,

are getting itchy again ;)

Gotten it straight,and I'm all for it

-------------

Please them with a chocolate shot.









-------------

Cold,with the shots of fire.





-------------

I don't see one.
































































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